~My Testimony~

As the sun rises I raise 2 my feet,

I look in the mirror & I hate what I see.

I can't believe all that I've done.

I'm ashamed to be your son, what have I become?

I'm fallen deeper & deeper into my sin

I'm on the outside lookin' in w/ the devilish grin.

I've been given smiling faces but each tear it traces,

back 2 my pain & all the years that I've wasted.

I can't take it no more I'm about to explode.

Satan has me in his arms & he won't let go.

Here it goes! I fill it pumping all through my veins

I'm falling down like the rain, I'm so bound in these chains,

These thangs that I love, I feedem' all.

GUILT, PAIN, & LIQUOR that is my down fall

Now which one of ya'lls gonna catch me if I drop?

Where U at? Where U at? That's what I thought...

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I'm fallen deeper I feel the presence of the reaper

& my soul it's getting weaker!

I'm fallen deeper, I'm fallen deeper & deeper!

I'm fallen deeper & deeper......

I was Smobbin' Sidewayz through the Valley of Death

I wasted my last breath. Sinned till there was nothing left

to live for, I did more drugs & liquor

ill thoughts got more sicka, I'm watching my life fall quicka

into darkness. the devil got this brother straight bound

in my sorrows I drowned. I'm watching my life go down.

I was bound in the chains playin' in the devils game

it nearly drove me insane he candy coated all my pain.

I need a change becuz this routine seems the same.

I be like everyday I'm drinking my life away

I'm searching deeper in the bottle looking for the answer

The Rage infected my insides & now it's spreading like cancer

I got this Gangsta Mentality so w/ myself I staedly brawling

I fill Death is Calling. I'm free Falling....

(chorus)

I'm fallen deeper I feel the presence of the reaper

& my soul it's getting weaker!

I'm fallen deeper, I'm fallen deeper & deeper!

I'm fallen deeper & deeper......

As I step into the light I'm still in the dark.

I'll do things different if I had another start

I'll depart my Wicked Wayz that had me lost.

Anything I wanted I got but, my soul was the cost

so I toss back that 40 up to my lip

I try to take a swig but I can't even take a sip.

I let go of grip the bottle hits the floor

I put my hands to my head I can't do this no more

I'm always surrounded by many but I still fill lonely.

I'm back at the cemetary talking to my dead homie.

He told me to get him a Piece, so I got him a GAT

He took his own life now he's never coming back

I'm trapped these 4 years it's been eating me up inside

the devil has control of my mind tellin' me I should die

I drop 2 my kness "Help me Please cuz I'm stuck"

I've hit rock bottom & all I can do is look up

& there He was with His arms wide open

I've heard things about JESUS & now I'm just hoping

that they are true so I leap out in Faith.

"God if your for real you'll take this pain away, today,

cuz I may not seek you tomorrow.

Bury my boy in my heart & take away all my sorrow"

Next thing you know I'm at the alter of this church

breaking down & giving up all my hurt.

LORD I give you my life it is now in your hands

but please don't let me keave this alter the same man.

Then right then I caught the chills from my head to my feet

where there was pain is now filled with Peace.

The Beast Within has died now it's JESUS I follow

Because He Lives I can face Tomorrow

AMEN