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Momma,
I’m
really sorry for these last few years,
Momma,
I’m
really sorry I made you shed them tears,
Momma,
I
can’t say why I do the things I do,
But
I wish you really knew that I never meant to hurt you,
Ooh!
It eats me up inside, Every time I make you cry,
So
I try to live right, And give you one peaceful night.
But
right there’s a fight, Because this street life got me crazy,
I
chose to live this life I know it’s not the way you raised me,
You
ashamed of me momma? For all that I’ve done,
Don’t
give up on me momma?
Better days will soon come,
I
try to run from the liquor,
But the bottle keeps callin’,
I
love to make money quicker,
So I got to keep ballin’,
And
methamphetamines got the best of me,
Momma
don’t think less of me,
I
know that’s why you stressing me,
Because
you wanna see the best for me,
They
say my destiny is six feet deep,
The
way I live it just might be,
I
wanna change please believe, But until then don’t cry for me!
Verse Two
Momma
tried & a mamma cried
&
a momma I’m sorry I put them tears in your eyes & a
You
wonder why I ended up this way
I
ask myself sometime where did I go astray
They
say the longest river is the river of tears
U
think my death will be near So now you’re drowning in fear
You
stare into my eyes & my pops is what u see
&
his generation curse has fell upon me
u
don’t want to believe what your son has become
u
never want me to leave
, u think I may not return
I
don’t learn from my burns, or mistakes That I make
what
will it take to go straight & make your pain go away
I
say that I will change
but those words you don’t trust
But
then u never given up that unconditional love
From
a son to a mom
It’s that bond u cant break
Got
too much love for you mom
That
your tears won’t go in vain no way
Verse Three
Momma
something happened today That I just can’t explain
But
all I can really say is that I’m not gonna be the same
I
know I say this all the time
To
you it’s just a line but this piece I cant deny
I
accepted the Lord into my life
That’s
right momma,
Can’t believe it myself
If
you knew just what I felt, that u would never have no thought
I
dint know how or why
I ended up in church
I
dint know how or why God took away this hurt
But
I stood in front of the alter
W/ my hands up in the air
I
didn’t think that GOD was there
Or if he really cared
But
out of nowhere from my head to my feet
I
was filled w/ the chills & Something over took me
Then
I dropped to my knees & Tears fell like the rain
Then
I asked the lord please For my evil ways to be changed
As
strange as it seems I felt it all go away
My
addiction, my guilt My sorrow, my pain
Today
I was saved its like I am born again
I
got a 2nd chance in life plus a reason to live
I
wish now you’ll be proud & not hurt like before
your
sons in GODS hand now
so
you don’t have to cry no more,
Momma
!

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